You might enter at A and get a little crooked. You might have a bobble in the corner. You might ask for the canter transition a stride too late, or he might anticipate it a stride too early. Your reins might slip in the extension or you'll get too strong in the collection. You might lose your stirrup or stiffen your lower back just when you need to be soft. You might just feel... disconnected.
You have a stiff side. You have a wonky left hand. You have doubts about your ability. You get nervous before the bell rings. You get scared that you aren’t good enough for your horse.
But you’re not going down that centerline because you thought you had perfected the ride. You’re doing this because you believe in something... even with the doubts. You’re doing this because you are brave enough to attempt those changes in front of a crowd. You’re doing this because you know how to reorganize, rebalance, and ride forward after the mistakes and the miscommunications and the forgotten half halts.
You’re doing this because you know that the nerves mean you respect the discipline, and you like how it feels to care this deeply.
You know that you can be someone who commits to the long game... the really long game... and sees that commitment through. You know you can do hard things.
You just can’t be perfect.
And I want you to celebrate that. Because in dressage, not being perfect means there is upside. It means there is always more lightness to find. It means there is no ceiling. Not being perfect means there is another centerline you can turn down and be more harmonious than you’ve ever been before.
You just can’t be perfect.
So this test, this show, this season, this dance between the letters can be life-changing. It can be art. It can be so many amazing things. It just can’t be perfect.
